5.06.2013

On Photography: Sun, But No Shadow



It occurred to me the other day that the conversation on photography has changed. Now there's a manifest statement, you're probably thinking, One as obvious and evident and omnipresent as the sun itself. 

Of course the conversation has changed. Of course The Internet has not only weighed in, but has, in fact, hijacked the entire dialogue and regurgitated the finer points in a new dialect that only bears passing resemblance to its former subject. This is like saying, "It is Winter, therefore it is cold outside," or, "I haven't eaten in eleven hours, and it occurred to me that I am perhaps hungry."

I came of age on the cusp of The Internet As We Know It. The World Wide Web turned twenty recently while I (also recently) enjoyed thirty candles on the proverbial cake. While some born a few years after me will testify to the all-encompassing warmth of growing within the belly of the beast, I have the advantage (if you're an optimistic sort) of remembering Life Without. (It bears mentioning that I am not the optimistic sort.) I also came of age as an artist in the company of those who had the audacity to ascribe value to the medium of Photography as Art (and not Photography as Commodity). I am well aware that in order to survive while tinkering away in a visual medium, I must embrace both ideas. I am also well aware of the fact that the democratization of photography--as heralded by the proletarian availability of its tools and its message--has been both a boon and a bane.

I've always felt that an image, when amputated from its source, has no more oxygen to prolong its life than a goldfish flopping on a waterless surface. There's a vitality to an object of desire (in this case, a photograph) when it remains tethered to its creator. This symbiosis perpetuates a conversation both about and with the object, and in doing so, ascribes value not only to the object in question, but also to the person who created it. It breathes. It goes on. What we're talking about are human beings harnessing their faculties for artistry and awe and imagination, and then--a miracle!--creating something out of it. A photograph! A communiqué to the rest of the world: I saw. I perceived. I interpreted.

What's more, a photograph is never merely about consumption. It is, at least for me, about a conversation. Not only that, it's a two-sided conversation, which is itself a novel concept in an age where self-reflexive, single-sided communication often takes the place of the gloriously unpredictable give-and-take of a real exchange between two gloriously independently-minded individuals. Wim Wenders writes in his (also glorious) book Once

"Taking pictures is an act in time,
in which something is snapped out of its own time
and transferred into a different kind of duration.
It is commonly assumed
that whatever is captured in this act
lies IN FRONT OF the camera.
But that is not true.
Taking pictures is an act in two directions:
forwards
and backwards.
...
A photograph is always a double image,
showing, at first glance, its subject,
but at a second glance - more or less visible,
'hidden behind it,' so to speak,
the 'reverse angle':
the picture of the photographer
in action.
...
The camera therefore is an eye
capable of looking forward and backward
at the same time.
Forwards, it does in fact 'shoot a picture,'
backwards, it records a vague shadow,
sort of an x-ray of the photographer's mind,
by looking straight through his (or her) eye
to the bottom of his (or her) soul.
Yes, forwards, a camera sees its subject,
backwards it sees the wish
to capture this particular subject in the first place,
thereby showing simultaneously THE THINGS
and THE DESIRE for them."


Did you read that quote, or simply gloss over it to arrive more succinctly at this paragraph? Go back. Read it again.

There is desire and humanity in every image that is created, yet these images are often consumed as objects stripped of their context. Images on the Internet (Pinterest, Instagram, blogs, Tumblr...the gang's all here) have found themselves guillotined from their source. The image stands alone, its value determined only by its own contents, a mirror reflecting on itself and back again, infinitely. This means, of course, that a person's attention span can only breach the distance between desire and disinterest for so long. It has nothing to do with the why or the where or the who but only the what. The sun shines on and on, but there's no shadow to infer depth or dimension or even context. 

I found myself on the receiving end of a vexing conversation recently, the subject of which centered around my work and how easy it was for the man on the other side of the tête-à-tête to subvert, recontextualize, and belittle my images until they were a pile of data--merely pixels arrayed on a screen, printed into the physical world, and then passed around as a joke. The very idea was odious to me on a number of levels, but the miasma I couldn't shake--even now, days later--is the fact that it's so very easy for this Nobody to render something I consider precious into utter meaninglessness. A gag. Simply a matter of clicking, dragging, and discarding. 

As I mentioned earlier, in order to be granted the immense privilege of doing what I love for a living, I am forced to interact with my medium in ways that I love and in ways that I loathe. I love The Internet. But I loathe the way it has affected the way we view photography. Images do not exist merely for your own consumption. They are an act of humanity, and they will always be extensions of the hands (and eyes, and mind) that created them. When we gobble up the product without paying any mind to its maker, we perpetuate the notion that thoughtlessness, ease, and immediacy will always trump the very real, very human qualities of perseverance, toil, and triumph. We strip art of its dignity, and in doing so, rob ourselves of the joy of experience. 

To make anything outside of oneself necessitates ceding control so that it can live, in some ways, apart. But make no mistake: Whether or not my name, my watermark, my shadow, is impressed upon my work does not diminish its value. The conversation on photography may have changed, but now it's up to us to direct its course. 

4.30.2013

Heavy Metal Drummer

Ladies and, well, ladies...Grayson Kemp on the drums.











All photos are © Laurel Dailey and are not to be used or reposted without permission. 

4.29.2013

Fauxchella 2013

Last weekend marked the sixth annual Fauxchella Music Festival in the lives of my nearest and dearest. I say this because I realize there are technically other Fauxchellas out there, and they're probably more attuned to the musical acts haunting the stages of the polo fields, but we've been casually tossing the name around for so long, why stop now? 

As with other years, community music-making was at the fore of the weekend. Friends and strangers joined together with a singular aim and the result was, as it always is, stunning, meaningful, and generous. In fact, I was consistently awed at the level of generosity shared throughout the weekend. It made me proud to claim this yearly event and to say without reservation that these music-makers are exceptional talents, each possessing a rare measure of kindness and inclusivity. What I observed again and again wasn't merely a few people making music in the desert. It was kindness writ large, a sort of pervading benevolence that moved independently of whatever music was being made. Thank you for attending this year's Fauxchella, and thank you for sharing so freely your time, talent, and friendship. 

If I continue further, I will get weepy, and we all know that emotionally-loaded superlatives are the base-level form of communication in this day and age. I'll exercise my reticence so as not to contribute to the hyperbolic noise. I've said what can be said and I've said it truthfully. Now onto the photos!

















Photo by Grayson Kemp

Photo by Grayson Kemp

Photo by Grayson Kemp





All photos, unless otherwise noted, are © Laurel Dailey and are not to be used or reposted without permission. 



4.23.2013

30



The Peter Pan Complex has never made a lot of sense to me. I loved my childhood--and all the attendant references to cul-de-sacs and bike rides and made up games and imaginations run wild--but to me, even then, childhood merely paved the way for adulthood. In fact, my most imaginative and carefree moments were spent in preparation for an impending career (it helped, of course, that my chosen career meant doodling for a paycheck). I adored adults because they understood the nature of my humor and I understood their seasoned pragmatism. Most of the people I've known in life have gotten better as they aged. My parents have. Jody most certainly has (I cannot begin to describe to you the depths to which her nerdiness plunged on a regular basis, but I will say that there isn't a lot of social oxygen down there). Most of my friends only get better with time. 

Of course, let's all accept that I'm speaking from the misty hinterlands of subjectivity here, because I'm sure some of you might say, "Well my so-and-so just got meaner or hairier or battier or pickier as he or she got older, and I want to hold on to that Peter Pan feeling for ever and ever, come hell or high water!" I'll concede that this isn't true across the board. Or maybe it's that I'm far more a Wendy than a Peter. But I'll say that as I rounded the bend last week and entered the fourth decade of my time on this earth, I felt a sense of optimism because, like so many others before me, I feel like I'm just getting better with age. 

A worrier like me is well, well aware of the latent pitfalls that come with aging. If anything, any single day spent living is one step closer to The End Of It All, and for most of us, it's not a graceful descent. If I allowed myself the luxury of marinating in this concept, I would surely drown in it. The crows feet have faintly impressed themselves into the edges of my temples. My hair won't be naturally brown for much longer. Despite all the strides I've made with regard to my personal health over the past year, the fact that I guzzle Diet Coke like a fiend or live in the Here and Now or was raised in the radiant, microwaveable glow of hormone-injected corn-based food all my life will almost surely haunt me sooner rather than later. The world, as we're reminded every day, is and always has been, a volatile place to be. Maybe the eternal obsession with life on other planets is rooted in the fact that for all its gentle rolling fields and dew-dripping glades, Earth has a way of overturning the unnatural order of things again and again and again. At a certain point, one must be convinced that life elsewhere might be safer, more reliable, somehow more sustainable than what we have now. 

What we have now is fragile. But by the grace of God, I have been given thirty years so far. I have a mind full of memories of a life that I am grateful to say I've lived well. If I have regrets, they're immediate, ephemeral, and fleeting. I have known the kind of love that speaks of its Creator, of infinity and of mystery and of boundlessness. If I'm hopeful about anything, it's to know love more. It's to love better. If there's anything I can be proud of, it's the love I've known, the love I've learned, and the love I've given. If I have gained a debt in need of settling, it's the debt of gratitude I owe to the people in my life who have shown me kindness when I was wholly undeserving, mercy when I was self-righteous, generosity when I was withholding, patience when I demanded more, and a challenge when I preferred laziness. 

I'll leave you with a Steinbeck quote, because he has a way with words that I, in all my thirty years, can hardly approach--nor will I in thirty more, I suspect:

"A kind of second childhood falls on so many men. They trade their violence for the promise of a small increase of life span...And I have searched myself for this possibility with a kind of horror. For I have always lived violently, drunk hugely, eaten too much or not at all, slept around the clock or missed two nights of sleeping, worked too hard and too long in glory, or slobbed for a time in utter laziness. I've lifted, pulled, chopped, climbed, made love with joy and taken my hangovers as a consequence, not as a punishment. I did not want to surrender fierceness for a small gain in yardage." (Travels with Charley in Search of America)


4.17.2013

Hound





Tally Ho! Henry Alken, 1785-1851




4.11.2013

In The Garden

I got a text from my neighbor alerting me to the fact that an orchid living beneath our avocado tree was blooming today--today only, in fact: it's a single afternoon extravaganza. Our garden exists a lovely state of flux, changing not only season to season, but day to day as well. Here are some images I captured of the garden as it existed this afternoon, while the sun was slipping past its peak and the bees were drowsily circling the sweet peas. 










4.09.2013

Dusty Boots!

The themes I draw from for my mixes are generally siphoned from the same beat up tank: open roads, lonely characters, dirty water, kicked up dirt, desert heat. Add "one trick ponies" to that list, and I'll freely admit that this is not my first rodeo, son. Give me a westward wind and a ribbon of asphalt to point the way and I'll cruise that open road from here till kingdom come. Wayward thoughts of outliers and empty spaces are never far from my heart, despite the fact that my lifestyle postures itself in direct opposition. Call it a necessary tension, when the soul of a woman just can't shake the urge to let the rubber meet the road. I'll gladly assume the balancing act when I know I've got them both in perfect harmony

For those of you who've ever longed for something inexpressible, here are a collection of songs I've arranged into a mix lovingly titled Dusty Boots!

Git 'er HERE for a limited time. 


3.31.2013

Calling All Backyard Adventurers





I've extolled the many virtues of the extended weekend trip in my Get Outta Dodge series. But as I was filtering through my most recent Instagram offerings for an update post on this ol' blog, I realized that there are a few closer-to-home options worth exploring in Southern California. Herewith, a compendium of obscure, lesser-known, or otherwise tucked-away gems located in and around the Southland. Got an afternoon to burn? Here are a few ways to spend it. 

This post features images from my Instagram feed. Follow me: @laureldailey




Griffith Park Hikes
I know there are a number of trails to take at Griffith Park, but I recently took one that lead to a forested hilltop overlooking the LA basin. Before the slow burn of the Summer months set in, get out and see LA's varied native flora and fauna in full array--from cacti to jacaranda trees.




Sturtevant Camp
Tucked away in the San Gabriels, Sturtevant's Camp has been in operation since the 1890's. Accessible only by foot, the russet cabins dotting the mountainside and are available for rental. Load up a backpack with clothing and sundries (or have a mule do it for you), and hike the 4 miles along Big Santa Anita Canyon till you arrive at Sturtevant's Camp. The trailhead's only about 30 minutes outside Los Angeles.  







Police Academy Rock Garden
Tucked into the hills of Elysian Park, the Police Revolver and Athletic Club seems an unlikely destination for a lush jungle garden, but that's LA for you. The garden was designed in 1937 by landscape artist Francois Scotti, who is also responsible for the fantastically weird rock waterfall at Clifton's Cafeteria (itself an off-the-beaten-path spectacle of yore). 



City Hall Observation Deck
Here's a fun fact: Downtown's City Hall features an open-to-the-public observation deck that offers 360-degree views of the city and its surroundings. I loved the bird's eye view of LA's latest public space addition: Grand Park




Oak Tree Gun Club
Just call me Calamity Jane with her .38 Special. Located in the Santa Clarita Valley, Oak Tree Gun Club is expansive, with beautiful views of surrounding hills and forests. Bring your own firepower or rent it at the club, pack a lunch or enjoy a beer in the lounge. It's worth the drive and worth the ear protection. 



The Encounter at LAX
Imagine finding yourself nearly alone in this 60's-era alien-themed eatery, rattling around the dining room like an unwitting character in a George Jetson fever dream. Now order a martini. Yeah, that's about right. 




Cold Spring Tavern
Nestled in the verdant hills outside of Santa Barbara, this magical little enclave offers Santa Maria-style tri-tip, venison burgers, and stone walls heavily decorated with taxidermy. In other words: It's heaven on earth. 





 
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